life has changed........ things are moving faster, trying my best to keep up with things, nothing seems interesting, lots going on in my mind, things that I went through, though physically living in the present.......
when I look-back and think about all those years of my life.... going through the ups and downs.. the trust I had in relations all seem fake, 'they don't mean anything to me today' ........... has made me the person I am today.
since my childhood relations meant lot to me, was always eager to meet them, never knew relations could be deceiving. in the act of kindness were hidden motives, it hurts to know what I once blindly trusted in the name of relations are the ones I avoid most today.
they say 'truth can't be camouflaged for long', jealousy, hatred, ulterior motives eventually show-up like a mirror.
its just that accepting things take time, though our instincts warn us time and again we keep hoping against it.
people are materialistic..... "money matters feelings don't",
"no relation is worth if they cannot respect you for who you are,"
